啊呜..

明天要考毛邓三的呀..真是要哭了..

有很强烈的感觉..为什么这种很应该作为选修课程的课必须要把它排到必修里..

 

开学到现在.处于安静的状态.

发现自己暑假的时候真的好像变了个人..

不知道是不是属于某种对于自己性格的探索..有种想看看自己究竟能够做到怎样的观望心理..

所以暂时把恋宅的自己关到了小屋子里..

慢慢发现..那样的日子虽说真的很快乐..可是会有隐隐的不安全的感觉..

像是..不透过厚厚的镜片看窗外的绿景..绿的舒服..但是仅止于蒙胧..

感觉再次变的有点糟糕..

"不擅交往"其实一直是自己的致命伤..但却喜欢在自己的世界自得其乐..

前面的路貌似顿时暗了下来..

这段时间..对"如何做好人"这个问题..很迷茫..

似乎是很俗的问题..但是..心情总是会跟某些所谓标准逆向而行..

..想太多了..>.<..

 

Hope that what starts as a fling can lead to the real thing.

T.

 

A terrible guy sent a message to me one night

"Don't u think u are so pity?"(of course in Chinese..)

I just felt confused because i didn't know what i had done to make him ask me so.

But i told him clearly

"i'm feeling happiness around me every second."?"(of course in Chinese..agagin..)

This fxxx guy dare say

"i'm wondering whatelse u can do except study and being a squad leader.."

At THAT moment ,i really really want to tell this bug that

"can you do either of these two"

then i refused to make a reply for i just found the 3rd bug that made me regret having replied.

 

Luckily,it cannot beat my happiness down~

Because,TONIGHT!!!I'm NORMAL!!

 

&

Merk,i'm not who i was in senior school.

i remember every word u have told me about "love myself"

so i'm not a person trap in the impossible forever~

 

&

Bi~

i'm waiting ur back~'cause i'm wondering what birthday present you want to recieve..

it's always a hard work to think about gifts..

but ..

i will do it for u ~MuA~

 

Miss u all.my dear friends^^

打完标题就不知要说些什么好了

刚刚填完了一些申请表格..一旦成功..TT的物质生活将得到不少的改善..至少是五位数的改善..

昨晚看完了一本小说..的已经面世..的那一部分..

对一些情节..产生无限联想..

比如年轻干净的男生比如奢侈的物质享受比如一些莫名的共鸣

 

不是孤独不是孤单

只是没有什么.这些什么都没有.

 

挂在Q个人简介里的那段字.那样的人是不是不可能出现.

渐渐地已经开始怀疑自己的性别荷尔蒙.

 

近期被一个人严重FOU到..

真是..逼迫T仔的大脑出逃..

 

本来想写些笑点在这里..

不知是不是xxxxx的原因..导致现在的情绪小许低落..

 

前段时间..把头发剪了很多..快到短发的程度了..

留了很久的头发..那时是很想换一个心情吧..

My Dear Hair,forgive me.

i love you,dear H.

 

P.S.说什么也不能再在绩点问题上被人FOU了..努力学习..

 

 

Chase the dream

from now on

Today's goin' to be a refresh

for your leaving

 

Keep the promise for those who have made me to keep

and those beloved

 

For career.For beauty.

For you.

 

i swear.T.